Dried flowers                 
						solitude
beer        
				                haze
brown lace                  
						 body
a prayer
so as not to drown
in their hazel eyes

a void in me
                               anguish
                                    fear
to be lost
in their hands
only to be left
                               behind

Statement

This poem came out of a series of exercises in a surrealist poetry workshop: paintings, collage, automatic writing. Somewhere in that process something more personal surfaced.

It’s a poem about the rituals we build to protect ourselves, and how sometimes we walk into the fire anyway. The knowing doesn’t make it easier. It just makes it more honest.